Brothels and prostitutes became part of his sexual routine.īecoming bored with female porn, Joseph moved onto gay porn. New sexual experiences with new partners was the only stimuli that seemed to offer him the excitement, what he called the “happy-place,” that he was so desperately seeking. He grasped for this by expanding his sexual escapades. Joseph says that what he craved to experience was a deep and satisfying sexual nirvana. Then came masturbation and the urge to act out with others what he saw in the magazines.Īll Muslim Family Members Accepted Jesus As Saviour As Jesus Healed Their Mother Of Cancer This was followed by more graphic porn magazines. At the age of eight, he one day naively flipped through a porn magazine left out by an older brother. Joseph, who left the gay scene thirteen years ago after a dramatic reconversion to the Catholic faith, says his quest for love and acceptance through sex began with pornography. The former gay porn actor has described his own journey into the darkest core of the gay underworld in the Castro District of San Francisco in the early 90’s as like being “Swallowed by Satan” – the title of his new book, in which he recounts his experiences.
